I AM Ready for Love

What is Love?
Am I "In Love"?
Who is that right person for me?
Does He/She Love me?

Love is a topic that is questioned and analyzed on a daily basis.

Many people forget to see the value of Love.....and what Love truly is, and because of this...we are living in a state of confusion on what Love really is. TRUE Love NEVER fails. Many have been taught for so many years that in order to Love anyone else you must Love and seek God....you must submit to HIS Will and you must follow His commandments. Love originates with Him, and if you don't seek him....how can you seek Love from anyone else? Just saying.....

Two kinds of (Biblical) Love appeared frequently in my research about this topic....Agape Love and Phileo Love:

"Agape" Love is defined as represented as the Love that is given to us by God....which is unconditional and sacrificial. ( John 3:16). Agape Love seeks nothing in return....it allows us to be who we are and even if we decide to follow the desires of our hearts, will still be there unconditionally. This Love is deep....selfless....intimate.

"Phileo" Love is defined as the love we commonly call "Brotherly Love". This Love connects our souls and our spirits with someone else. This Love is a causal/friendly Love between friends and acquaintances.

When someone says: I Love You....it could mean so many different things:

I Love you BECAUSE you do this for me.
I will Love you IF you do things the way I want them done.
I Love you IN SPITE of your faults.

Which way do you Love?

LIVIN MY LIFE LIKE IT'S GOLDEN!!!

I'm taking my freedom,
Pulling it off the shelf,
Putting it on my chain,
Wear it around my neck,
I'm taking my freedom,
Putting it in my car,
Wherever I choose to go,
It will take me far,

I am FEELIN' these lyrics....

I think about my children as I listen to this song, and how I have to make sure they are living life to the fullest.....I know that I have to mold them and set good examples before them so they have a good example of how they should live life. I want my children's steps to be DELIBERATE and ORDERED so that they know exactly where they are going. I work hard to ensure that they have the tools needed to be the very best at anything they set out to do. I have been so blessed that I have children who are naturally talented in many areas ( They get it from their Momma! LOL) and who are not afraid to work hard in order to succeed. I take the time to pray for them and to ask God to lead me in all that I do because without Divine Guidance....they would not stand a chance!!!

I'm livin' my life like it's golden
Livin' my life like it's golden,
Livin' my life like it's golden, golden,
Livin' my life like it's golden,
Livin' my life like it's golden, golden,

I also think about my students as I think about my students.....and I am gearing up for them as they arrive in the Fall!!!! I have to make sure that I am a "ROCK" as they matriculate into their first year of their academic career. I know that for some, I am who they will look up to for mentor-ship, and leadership....and I want to make sure I am at my best!!!

I'm livin' my life like it's golden
Livin' my life like it's golden,
Livin' my life like it's golden, golden,
Livin' my life like it's golden,
Livin' my life like it's golden, golden,

I also think about myself as I listen to this song, and how it allows me to remember my purpose and what my goals are for me personally. I don't know about anyone else, but I have to stop sometimes and take an inventory of the things that I am doing ( evaluating my attitude and actions)the people whom I surround myself (determining whether or not they will assist me in achieving the goals that I have set for my self) and make changes accordingly.

I'm taking my own freedom
Putting it in my song,
Singing loud and strong,
Grooving all day long,
I'm taking my freedom,
Putting it in my stroll,
I'll be high-steppin' y'all
Letting the joy unfold,

The Best I've Ever Had

Sooooo....been in a writing mood lately....trying to calm my spirit, and get back into the zone..... It is my goal to write, write, write.....at least one piece a week so that I am able to put my collection together. I have been saying for so long that I wanted to do it (put a collection together that is) and I just have never taken the time to make that happen.

I wrote the following piece in about 20 minutes....it is definitely not complete yet, but I believe that it is on the way to being a signature piece for me.....trying to put something together that reflects me....my soul....my spirit.

Just like me......its a work in progress......



Lost in thought....... wondering if time has finally caught up to where my heart is
It's a mystery.......I'm not quite ready to know the outcome,
I'm going to let it find me this time.

Don't know the history.....but I've been reading between the lines
And......I can tell,
It's the best I've ever had.
the best I've ever had.

Finding the road that leads me exactly where I've always wanted to be
Where I've always needed to go.....and
the map seems easier to follow....it's finally not up to me,
I'm ready to go.
I'm ready to go.
take me I'm yours.
If you want me.

Settled in the place most appropriate for me
chosen....spoken for,
I'm resting in the arms of peace
waiting to take my place as queen on the throne
saved especially for me.
I'm not worried cause it's
The best I've ever had.
The best I've ever had.

Waiting for my identity to be revealed
it's been a long time coming
But I know a change is gonna come,
I'm patient.
I'm watching.
I'm ready.
I'm waiting.
I see you coming....and,
It's the best I've ever had.
The best I've ever had.

TMS
July 2010

X Factor

I LOVE THIS SONG!

I have been listening to it all week in my car on my way to work....actually, I have been listening to to the Mis-education of Lauryn Hill for the past few weeks non stop. Music heals the spirit and the soul sometimes. Have you ever noticed that no matter your mood.....mad, sad, happy, in love, falling out of love (can you fall out of love?....that is an ENTIRELY different topic...lol).....you can find a song that will lift your spirits if you want them lifted, or keep you down in the dumps if you want to be there! Smile.

This song can take you so many places....I can feel the hurt, the pain, and the joy in her lyrics. I am not in any way a great music reviewer, I just know that sometimes when you are feeling some kind of way, or if you are struggling with anything that may occur in your life......picking a song, playing it through, can make your situation fit the song,....does any one else do that?

I am so glad that even if no one else understand me, no one else agrees with my views or the things that I say.....I know that I can put on my favorite tunes....and just get lost in the moment without explanation or justification. I am glad to have an outlet in the arts that allows me to grow....allows me to vent.....and allows me to use my talents.